Yearning

An insatiable lust and
Endless curiosity,
Faced with terror
Beyond relief.

What I yearn
And what could be,
But if I can, if I even should;
I cannot tell.

That What is Missing

We were together
For so very long,
And one afternoon
You were gone.

Things change
And it is easier now;
Yet I still miss you,
My dearest friend.

Sometimes I Wonder

Sometimes I wonder
What could've been
If things had gone
Just a little different.

What Could've Been

Where we all grow
At our own pace
At times I
Feel left behind.

Where we all face
Many things
On some I
Missed out.

In a world
Of wonder
I am left
Wondering

Of what could've been.

I Just Need a Hug

Sometimes
I just need a hug
To carry on, 
To stand strong.

That warm embrace
Of a trusted friend
To right all wrongs
Bring them to their end.

It's my need,
But to ask
It makes me tremble,
That tremendous task.

This fear
Tears me to bits,
And the words
Never reach my lips.

And so life goes on
And I never see
That warm embrace
I so desperately need.

If only it were easier
To ask
Alas, it is
A tremendous task.